Who am I
I am double posting this. I also posted it on my MySpace blog.
I used to blog at my own domain on MissAttitude.net but then I decided I wanted a celebrity gossip blog. Then I realized that my heart wasn’t in it.
There was a time that when you searched for Miss Attitude on google, my site was the first one that would come up. I have no idea if it does now. It made me proud because I actually blogged there. I took down the personal content though because of some malicious people from a forum that I belonged to. I am now contemplating putting it back. Why? Because I am lonely for me. Miss Attitude is only one side of me. I have others but frankly, for a long time, I’ve neglected her and I, really do miss her. Sounds a little weird, doesn’t it? If people only knew.
You would think that I would be embracing Miss Attitude, right about now, as things aren’t the greatest right now. I was rather depressed for a while. So, I’ve been embracing another darker, more melancholy side of myself. If the truth be told, I’ve been hiding. Hiding like I’ve never hid before from one and all. I don’t bother blogging because I don’t think anyone actually wants to read the dark and melancholy thoughts that I have. We all have our problems and sometimes, I think, who in the hell wants to read about mine?
No, I am not feeling sorry for myself. Just contemplating and finally, just finally, I can express what is in my head in actual words instead of not being able to express myself at all.
There are, however, lots of things to lose myself in, if I still feel like hiding. Thank heavens for MySpace and these crazy apps. Yeah, I said it. *shakes head*
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Currently listening : Metallica By Metallica Release date: 1991-08-12 |
